Experienced 36 year old sub. In my everyday life, I show up as an alpha, a business professional. In my secret life, I serve dominant women. I tend to be on the extreme side and I was told that I have high pain tolerance. I have served Dominants on and off mostly in real time over the past 14 years.
I like no-nonsense Dominants who are sadistic, cold, strict and have no mercy and would treat me like the beta loser that I am at all times.
My experiences include: Extreme Corporal Punishment (To give you an idea, my worst punishments so far were on 2 separate occasions. One was 115 Strokes of the Judicial Cane and the other was a 100 hard strokes of the wooden paddle. Always looking to be pushed further and like to go past screaming and begging), whipping, bastinado, hard face slapping, some CBT (ballbusting, flogging, curious about electroshocks. Not very experienced with CBT), extreme spitting, worship, Heavy humiliation (being made to lick the dirt from the bottom of your shoes, being made to lick between toes, being made to put a dirty sock in my mouth, being made to open my mouth and drink golden and eat brown with hard consequences for failure, verbal humiliation and being told how much of a loser I am and that real men pay women for sex but losers like me get humiliated and beaten,..etc), hot wax, ice play, oral service to couples, orgasm denial/chastity and trampling. Curious about semi-public play, risky cashmeets and blackmail.